Though in the beginning I couldn't get enough of the Crazy Aunt Purl blog, as my life changed so did the frequency I read this blog. I'm not sure why, but it just did. It didn't mean I didn't continue to read the blog, it just meant that instead of instantly reading a new entries I would sometimes go days, or even weeks, without a visit and then catch-up in periodic sittings.
Recently, I happen to see this post in my RSS feed. If you choose to not read the post, I will summarize it for you... it is basically about the downside to her "tell-it-like-it-is," no filter posts that make-up many years of blogging for her. She goes on to talk about how her past entries have currently impacted all various areas of her life - personal, professional, etc.
Immediately I felt a connection, again. The timing of the post was appropriate. Though I have taken a more conservative approach to how much I share on my blog than Laurie has in the past, most of the time, I still think about judgement. A lot. I've also had a lot of conversations about judgement with my BFF - how it shows up in my life and how people may judgement me based upon what they read on this blog, or any others I might write on.
When I first stared blogging about things beyond knitting being completely forthcoming was not an option for me, however as time passed I began to open up more and shared more "personal stuff" in my writing. As this evolution took place, my conversations went from why I needed to be more open to whether or not I was being too open. (It kind of felt like a "you're damned if you do and damned if you don't situation.) The "catch 22" to all this is that some of my best writing are the pieces where I don't hold back and I share a lot of me with readers.
With all this in mind, how much of myself I put into what I write is not why the timing of happening upon this entry is uncanny. Recently, I've been made aware of how quickly some people are to judge me - who I am and what I believe - so quickly and with little information. Needless to say, this upsets me. It makes me want to sit the offending party(ies) down and plead my case. But I haven't done that.
One of the things I pride myself on is that I try to take the time to understand where people are coming from - even when I vastly disagree with them or would handle/react to things differently than they have done. I try not to generalize people on who I "think" they are based a limited information I know about them or hold them to standards I don't know I could meet myself.
Yes. I know I'm probably not making sense. Quite honestly, what's going on doesn't make sense to me; so, I guess if anything, it makes sense that what I'm saying doesn't make sense.
(Did that make sense???)
Ultimately, it's my hope people would stop generalizing others and be given the chance to show who they are without passing judgement so quickly - or at all for that matter.